I feel sooo bad. And I feel that my mind is very disoriented at this very moment. I've been acting evil and naughty this past week. Haiyaaa, I don't know how to describe this feelings within myself. Syafinah, Syafinah, what is wrong with you? At one minute, you were so bubbly. And now, you were down in the dumps.

Pity Shaz, she had gone home to take her silat stuff and then offered to take my bengkung from my house. And she did. It was very, very nice of her.

Admittedly, I'm feeling guity now. Just now during lunch, I motivated her to go for silat training but in the end, it was me who didn't. Oh my,guilt is killing me. Please.