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In the longest time;
My intention was to just browse through it. My eyes went over the few lines of his words of thoughts. I kept reading it. The more I read it, the more intrigued I felt. Those simple words were weaved into beautiful sentences, that somehow, it stopped me from doing my other work. Definitely, they are food for thought. And those words that were expressed certainly had moved me. A lot.

& Yes, he inspired me to start blogging. Again.

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In the Lonely Night :(
I can't be always smiling, being a hyper girl like no ending. No, I too have that soft side of me. The weak side of me which i myself find it difficult to fathom.

Suppress. Suppress. Suppress. It's been for so long I've been surpressing everything in me. It's all bottled up, becoming into a volcano waiting to erupt. I can take it no more.

Somehow, you know it's going to happen someday. Sooner or later. But whatever it is, I'll pray to Allah that you're always fine and happy regardless of whom you befriend. But like I said just now, you know it's gping to happen. And I'm already preparing myself for the worst.

Di Dalam Sepi Itu - Sudirman
Terasa diri ini
Terpinggir di batas nan sepi
Tak sesiapa menemani
Di dalam sepi itu
Kembali ku mengingati mu
Lalu hati jadi rindu
Aku terperangkap dalam diri
Aku terpedaya oleh mimpi
Aku dikejari bayang-bayang
Keterpaksaan menyiksakan
Lama ruang hati kekosongan
Lama ku menangis sendirian
Lama hanyalah hitungan masa
Tak terluntur kenangan indah
Di antara kita
Di dalam sepi itu
Bertakhta bayangan dirimu
Mencengkam sanubariku

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vespa;
Salam everybodehhh! :D

Just now, I saw this dark blue Vespa at the carpark. So sweet, so pretty, so classy. Hahaha. Soon after that, I exclaimed to my mum, "Mak! The Vespa's so pretty! Can I take a motor licence? Pretty please!" Then she said, "No no! No nonsense!" Haiyaaaa.

Lawa, kan? Lawa, kan? Mcm motor orang-orang dulu! :D

Obviously, she wouldn't want me to ride bikes. I mean, motorbikes. Same goes for my dad. Howells, its okay. I can feel my parents. I know why they wouldn't want me to ride bikes. Simply, riding bikes is very dangerous. That's what many people say. And I feel that way too. It's just that I have some interest in bikes, you know. I like Vespas & Scrambler kecik (smaller version Scrambler). Hmm, I don't know what's the model for Scrambler kecik. Hahaha.

Nevermind then, in 2 weeks' time, I'll turn 18. Motor licence, here I come! Hahahaha! Eh no, I wouldn't take that licence without my parents' blessings. Cause, without your parent's blessings, anything can happened. Anything BAD can happened. I'm sure you guys wouldn't want that to happen to you right.

Tanpa restu ibu bapa, siapalah kita.

Nights everybodehhh! :D

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friendly must be friendly;

Salam everybodehhhhh! :D

Today's already 16th January. Gosh, Silat friendly with NYP in a week's time. 23rd January is the day. Hopefully, I can perform much better this time; I hope even better than my performance during friendly with TP. Cause, during TP friendly, I was kinda using so much of my punches that I didn't use my long legs to my advantage. Certainly, being tall and having long legs will provide you with many advantages. Hmm, that's what most people say. And, and I have long legs with length of 92cm! Long, rightttt? I know. Hahah! ;D

Below shows my friendly match with my opponent from TP on 24th December last year. I was in the blue team & she was in the red team. She's good, you know! Cause she always got hold of my legs and would try to make me fall. Always. Countless times. Haiyaaa. Powerlah! Also, each time I hit her vest, I tend to run away. Hello, this is not about being a coward okay! This is just a strategy called 'hit-and-run'. (I'm trying to defend myself here. Haha!) Nevertheless, I'm happy cause I could make a succesful sapuan that eventually brought her to the floor. Okay, sapuan means the sweeping of the leg. (Yeah, indeed a successful sapuan. But my shin has to pay the price for it. A lump and a lebam! Haha, sakit gileee dok!)

Thanks to beloved Suriyani who made a favour by recording this match for me. And not to forget, thank you to the cornermen, Talhah & Wandi for the guidance and also, to all SP Silat peeps who were there for me; motivating & encouraging me to carry on with this friendly battle. From the bottom of my heart, I appreaciate it very much. Love you guys alot-alot lah! :)


In the end, there was no winner or loser in the matches. Actually, the purpose of the friendly is to get yourself out of your comfort zone and to brace yourself for the actual competition. Nonetheless, at the end of the day, with a few lebams but certainly no hard feelings, it's the experience that we gain. :)


23rd January, here I come! Brace yourself baybehhh! (Haha, macam paham!)

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Butterflies in my stomach;
Oh my gosh.
You texted me.
After for how many fateful months.
Now, you said you want to meet me.
And I don't know what to feel.
Elated? Awkward? Scared?
Confused, I am now.

Then, you were like a brother to me.
And we shared so many stories together.
Due to some reasons, we had to go our own ways; not contacting each other anymore.
That's why I'm shocked when you indeed texted me.

No wonder I felt as if there were butterflies in my stomach.
So it was a sign that you would contact me again.
And you made me had this feeling before.
Now you're throwing this feeling back to me again.
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Just now at school, I gave Nas a dress and a handmade card as her birthday presents.
But I was very happy to know that she liked it though it was a super-belated birthday gift. Haha.
Nonetheless, its the thought that counts, right?
If she's happy, I'm more than happy.
:D

Me & Nasi(:


Till here then. I'm gonna somersault to my bed now. Goodnight & sweetdreams.
Peace be upon you;


Remember that you're not alone in this world. We're in this together.

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